Thursday, 19 January 2012
Can We Do It Again?
With the holiday season behind us and another year underway Mr Soldier's dwell time is running out. Whilst we have not heard the "D" word mentioned recently I still end up in tears thinking about possibilities. Can we really do it again? Can I let my daughter who I protect and live for every second cry and wave goodbye to her Dad without being able to stop him? Can I be a single Mum again? I know we went through it before and it made us stronger but I chose to put myself through that for Mr Soldier, my daughter didn't choose any of this.
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I know exactly where you are coming from. My Soldier has only been home for a little more than 7 months and the D word has just started flying around like crazy. Although we don't have hard cut orders, training has begun and we do have a pretty good window of when its going to happen. It hurts my heart because I know I can do it but Dylan is older now and he knows when Daddy is gone and I hate to see him sad over it. ((hugs))
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